Wednesday, May 26, 2004
2:01 AM
my finals are just lurking around the corner:
and i actually felt damn stressed.
shit, i'm fucking stressed.
pls do bear with my use of words for a while, for during my stressed periods, i can be quite a bitch. i rarely act myself, and i will be in my 'listening' mode at all times. reason? cuz i couldn't find a topic to blab about.
the thing is?
i have no motivation -- for studies i mean.
and u know what's the worst part?
i do not panick at all.
i just can't feel it .... unless my exams are tomorrow.
i don't want to study.
i don't feel like studying.
i'm lost.
and u know what's the worst thing?
i do not feel the passion of working as an investment analyst anymore. or dream of working in the financial sector. when my dad discussed with me about my choice of career last week, i felt nothing. if it were in the past, i'd have felt damn motivated and passionate about it.
i guess i'm just feeling lost.
i'm sorry.
after my long absense in blogging ... i guess i should have posted up some of my much more cheerful stories of my life. but this, is what have been bothering me during these times.
xXx
on the other hand, i do have other thing to say as it is co-related. since i've been stressed lately, guess what happen at the same time?
topshop and ms selfridge was on SALES!!!!!
30% items becomes 50%; 50% becomes 70%....
so what can i say?
perfect remedy and antidepressant for the day.
muahahahaha!
and guess what??
i bought 4 items from ms selfridge; 1 skirt from topshop; and 2 tops from zara! damn, i'm a certified shopaholic. cuz just last month, i bought another 2 tops from mng and 2 shoes from vincci ...
shit, i need to control my spending habits ...